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It isn't me anymore, but myself..

High School life was ended with a small but unforgettable thing..As i remember when i was in Kindergarten age, I was standing in front of the door of my room and wondering what will happen to me in the near ten years.. So now, more than ten years later i think, I'm here typing a very impossible thing i could do when i was a kindergarten.For me, one post here is equivalent to a new changes in my life. Other thing is, once i gotemotional i thought of writing here in my blog.. for me to express what i wanted to say.

Like what I've said.. being teen as well as the high school life was ended by a simple thing,but for me one of my stepping stones for my career life.I know being a college student is not that easy in comparison to a high school student that i could do whatever i wanted to do but here in the tertiary level i think i shouldn't have that habit anymore.. I should take that stuffs away from me. So that someday i'll be one of the DEAN's Listers in AdNU also known as ATENEO de NAGA UNIVERSITY.

I just have a simple dream like anyone does.. that is to graduate and have a great job with a great family. I'll do promise to myself that whatever i'm doing now is not for my own sake,but for my family..I want to prove to them that even though i have lack in things that i can't buy whatever stuffs i want, someday Fortunes can never ever unleash greatness unless you have the ability to make your own..

So now, starting this MAY 2010.. It isn't me anymore, but myself..

HaniaRiley

Love Song – Sara Bareilles

Love Song – Sara Bareilles

Head under water,

And they tell me to breathe easy for a while.

The breathing gets harder, even I know that.

You made room for me but it’s too soon to see,

If I’m happy in your hands.

I’m unusually hard to hold on to.

Blank stares at blank pages.

No easy way to say this.

You mean well, but you make this hard on me.

I’m not gonna write you a love song,

‘Cause you asked for it,

‘Cause you need one, you see.

I’m not gonna write you a love song,

‘Cause you tell me it’s,

Make or breaking this.

If you’re on your way,

I’m not gonna write you to stay.

If all you have is leaving,

I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today.

Today.

I learned the hard way,

That they all say things you want to hear.

My heavy heart sinks deep down under you,

And your twisted words, your help just hurts.

You are not what I thought you were.

Hello to high and dry.

Convinced me to please you.

Made me think that I need this too.

I’m trying to let you hear me as I am.

I’m not gonna write you a love song,

‘Cause you asked for it,

‘Cause you need one, you see.

I’m not gonna write you a love song,

‘Cause you tell me it’s,

Make or breaking this.

If you’re on your way,

I’m not gonna write you to stay.

If all you have is leaving,

I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today.

Promise me you’ll leave the light on,

To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone.

‘Cause I believe there’s a way you can love me because I say,

I won’t write you a love song,

‘Cause you asked for it,

‘Cause you need one you see.

I’m not gonna write you a love song,

‘Cause you tell me it’s make or breaking this.

Is that why you wanted a love song,

‘Cause you asked for it,

‘Cause you need one you see.

I’m not gonna write you a love song,

‘Cause you tell me it’s make or breaking this.

If you’re on your way,

I’m not gonna write you to stay.

If your heart is nowhere in it,

I don’t want it for a minute.

Babe, I’ll walk the seven seas when I believe that there’s a reason to,

Write you a love song today.

Today.

NICE ONE! PERFECTLY THE BEST :)

WAIT FOREVER- LEMAR

DEDICATED TO HIM..

-hoping to learn more.

and improve my next work. :)

-hania

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HAHAHA! 4 months to go.. and your mine :))

too excited.. can't wait to have it..

I don't know why you came to me..

I've never thought of falling in love fast after a very serious relationship that once made me cry..
I don't even try to find one.. but God gave you to me without any reason but to make me feel that I'm not alone. That i can go on with my life and spend times with you.. I didn't ask for someone to let me experience what my former life didn't give me chance for it but you personally volunteered and willing to make me smile again..
I just don't expect anything..

I'm very very happy for having you here in my life like what I've always tell to my ex-boyfriend..
I cherished every minute and hours we're together. Although we are a long distance relationship, I'll promise to you that i will never ever do something that may hurt you and be a cause of our relationship to end..
And this, I'm not using you to anything.. I'm totally moved on and i don't even care to my past. I'm concentrating to my studies and to you also. Hoping that i can balance anything.

I'm glad that my family likes you.. My mother always want me to tell something about you and my cousins, they are all excited to meet you especially Kuya Jeric :))

I hope what they're telling to you doesn't bother you at all and i hope you understand that they are just concern to me. But honeslty they told me that i'am lucky being your girl..

(stop na drama factor)

I remember how you sing through the phone and made me fall asleep.HAHA!!
yeah they're right i'am lucky. I have a hubby and at the same time a ROCK STAR :))
"talagang bagay tayo.. BAGAY na BAGAY".. like what you'v always telling me..
Some people say you fall inlove once, but everytime I hear your voice I fall inlove all over again.HAHA!!

I adore your band so much.. That's what i really like to a man. A music lover. Ohhh..
I forgot a SWEET MUSIC lover.. LOL!

My Love.. thank you for being so sweet and caring to me. HEHE. (You know aman how much kilig i feel everytime you say I love you to me with feelings effect.haha)..

You're always lighting up my heart with the things you do and say. I feel so happy just being with you this way. You're my baby, and will forever be my baby. You will always be the love of my life, and please never give up, always have faith in yourself and you will gain the greatest gift of all, the gift of hope and love you righteously deserve. Every time I think of you my heart misses a beat. You're my theme for a dream! Every moment we share together we grow closer. I'm simply hanging by a moment, waiting to see you again so you can hold me so tight that all else fades.

I miss you Carl Ernhest Cardano :)
And I Love You..

"You're the kind of guy who could slit my throat,and with my last breath, I'd apologize for getting blood on your shirt. :))"

CarlMela28..

-HANIA RILEY

Chase Coy- december (with lyrics)

love.love this song :)

Sarili ko:Sariling kalaban ko...

May nag sabi sakin na ako'y mahina, wlang lakas ng loob upang harapin ang isang desisiyon sa aking buhay. Ang pangalan ko ay Ivy Carmela simpleng pangalan,pangarap at buhay. Nais kong makamtan ang lahat ng aking mithiin sa aking buhay. Ngunit sarili ko pala ang magiging katunggali sa mga ito.

Isa akong simpleng estudyante ng mababang paaraln ng Vinzons Pilot High School, 16-anyos at kasalukuyang magtatapos ngayong darating na abril. Pangarap kong makapag-aral sa University of the Philippines ngunit sa kasawiang palad hindi ako nakapasa. Malaking kabiguan sa aking buhay ito sapagkat ang mga anak ng kapatid ng aking Ama ay nag-aaral sa paaralang ito. Alam ko na nais din ng aking ama na akoy makapag aral dito at maipagmalaki niya na ang ank niya ay isa ring estudyante ng UP. Ako'y napaiyak ng nalaman ko na ako'y hindi pasado, at halong inggit sa aking mga kapwa kamag-aral na nakapasa dito.. Ngunit wala akong magawa kundi tanggapin ang katotohanan.

Minsan na rin akong umibig at nasaktan, ibinigay ang lahat hanggang sa makkya. Ipinaglaban kahit na alam kong wlang patutunguhan. Nagpakatanga ako dahil sa aking pagkakaalam mababago ko ang lahat ng mali sa mga minahal ko. Ngunit sa aking kahinaan ako ang nabigo. Sa mabuting intensyon ko ako ang natalo.. Npakahirap na ipaglaban ang isang lalake dahil sa ayw kong mabahiran ang aking pangalan. Pinipilit kong maging simpleng babae ngunit hindi ko kaya, Hindi ko kaya na hindi magmahal.. Ngunit ngayon nalaman ko na hindi lahat ng lalake'y totoo.Dahil sa karanasang ito nalaman ko na ako'y bata pa para sa isang relasyon. Ang sakit sakit magmahal ng isang lalake na hindi kayang ibigay ang pagmamahal na gusto mong ibalik niya sayo. Wla akong magagawa eto lng ako, ordinaryo at Mahina..

Sinisiguro ko na balng araw malalabanan ko itong kahinaan kong ito. Kakayanin ko lahat ng paghihirap at balang araw maipagmalaki ako hindi lamang ng aking magulang kundi ng buong mundo..






--Napakalungkot ko ngayong araw na'to kaya nagwa ko ang mga hinaing ko sa kasalukuyan buhay kong ito..Mahal ko kayo mga kaibigan at kamag anak ko..Hinding hindi ko kayo mipapagpalit sa anumang materyal na bagay..





Hania Riley

If I Could Do It All Over Again....

If I Could Do It All Over Again

I know that after we separated ways before,
We are mad at each other,
Blaming each other for those mistakes,
Mistakes we can avoid if we’ve listen,
Listen to each other clearly…

Things got so mess up that time.
I thought I’ve hated you for causing me pain.
But that’s not I really feel,
I was blinded by my anger and close mindedness,
That I didn’t see we are fighting already…

We fight as if there is no end on it,
I’ve got so furious at you for no reason at all,
Though that’s not what I really felt,
I just blinded myself so I wouldn’t feel anything,
And that blindness causes me to leave you…

And deep inside my heart is aching,
And I did cry and those tears,
But it cannot erase my yearning for you.
I know that your love walked away from you,
And my heart was lost when you left…

But I realize that I cannot turn back the time,
And go back to where we first started,
I know you did love me the way I did,
But we both know that we can’t rewind it,
And put things back the way it used to be…

And I’m not sure if we can treat each other,
As good friends because things aren’t the same,
And you might be in doubt about it,
But I just want to say that,
I’m sincere about making things better this time…

If only if I could do it all over again.
Maybe things didn’t turn up this way,
And we might be still together until now.
I just feel that I’m not used that,
You’re not here in my life…

Now It's time...

Ofcourse all of us is aware of the song "someday its gonna makes sense" by MLR..
yeahyeah from the word itself.. it means, there's still hope..


I still love him but i think its over. i don't want to push myself into him because he is the one who told me not to do that .. but. what can i do? haaayyy. if i won't do that everything will fall apart. can't seemed to let you go. Its sad to my part that i cant' do anything.. for you to come back..can't fight for our love cause Ur the one pushing me away from you..
If we'r really meant for each other time will come and destiny will give us chance to fullfill what we'v left behind..

I love you that's all i can say. but NOW i think its time for me to let go of my feelings for you..
now i'm ready to throw my old heart and open a new one for a new man..
Thank you and Goodbye..
You never leave someone behind, you take a part of them with you and leave a part of yourself behind.
I made the choice to finally go because I can’t stand this pain. It’s time for my last tear to fall and me to smile again.



"I'll Cherish '8' FOREVER"...

GRAVITY-Bareilles, Sara

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long
No matter what I say or do
I still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone

You hold me without touch
You keep me without chains
I never wanted anything so much
Than to drown in your love and not feel your rain

Set me free, leave me be
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall
I'm just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me and all over me

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile
When I thought that I was strong
But you touch me for a little while
And all my fragile strength is gone

Set me free, leave me be
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall
I'm just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me and all over me

I live here on my knees
As I try to make you see
That you're everything I think I need
Here on the ground

But you're neither friend nor foe
Though I can't seem to let you go
The one thing that I still know
Is that you're keeping me down
You're keeping me down

You're on to me, on to me and all over
Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long

a song for you...

QUESTIONS...

QUESTIONS- Blaque

I wanna know why this feels so right
I wanna know why u hold me tight
Each and every night, it keeps me up all night
Thinkin' about the things i like
Can't believe your in my life
I wanna know why ur the one
The things that they should have you've already done
God sent u straight to me
You make me wanna sing lalalalala


Chorus:
But when you look at me, do you see your wife?
Can you picture us lovin' each other for life?
Are you playin' the role, just like the rest
These are the questions that I ask myself
If, another should come, who's finer than me
And she wanna take your love away, would you leave?
Baby please answer these questions


Could this be my whole fantasy
Maybe u could just be too good for me
If i don't wake then I won't see
Cuz if im not the one you met, then who is in me
In the mist of the tears how come, I love you more, and more, and more
I never longed for no one, yes its true
Seems like this questions keep me here with me


Chorus:
But when you look at me, do you see your wife?
Can you picture us lovin' each other for life?
Are you playin' the role, just like the rest
These are the questions that I ask myself
If, another should come, who's finer than me
And she wanna take your love away, would you leave?
Baby please answer these questions


But when you look at me, do you see your wife?
Can you picture us lovin' each other for life?
Are you playin' the role, just like the rest
These are the questions that I ask myself
If, another should come, who's finer than me
And she wanna take your love away, would you leave?
Baby please answer these questions


If you, really wanna be with me
Then ill say, I love you endlessly
One thing that I really wanna know
Will this end or will this grow
And now if you really be wanna be with
I'll love you endlessly
One thing that I really wanna know
Will this end or will this grow


Chorus:
But when you look at me, do you see your wife?
Can you picture us lovin' each other for life?
Are you playin' the role, just like the rest
These are the questions that I ask myself
If, another should come, who's finer than me
And she wanna take your love away, would you leave?
Baby please answer these questions


But when you look at me, do you see your wife?
Can you picture us lovin' each other for life?
Are you playin' the role, just like the rest
These are the questions that I ask myself
If, another should come, who's finer than me
And she wanna take your love away, would you leave?
Baby please answer these questions

an inspiring song for me..
as of now, i feel so alone,
so I can't help asking this questions to myself...

---haniabhe2x