Its been a week...

Its been a week since i've call you 'mhine'.. a short period of time but for me it is a long struggle of my life and i hve experienced differnt emotions bein' your girl..

Honestly i really don't expect that it will happen.because i consulted all of my friends if we have the possibility to become a real-life partner (bf/gf). I also consulted an online sites like the love calculator (LOL) haha.. and it thinks that a relationship might work out between us, but the chance is very small. A successful relationship is possible, but we both have to work on it. We should not sit back and think that it will all work out fine, because it might not be working out the way we wanted it to. we should spend as much time with each other as possible.(oha.oha)..

(hahaha.. FUNNY isnt' it??)..

until today, i have a problem regarding to what happened yestarday.. (sh*t kasi ung nagsumbong ng wlang katotohanan!) yeah its hard for me to choose b/w you and my family cause we both know its not the right time especially for me to prioritize a relationship because i'm still young and ofcourse your young too :)) [age gap 2 years haha]..

well. mhine?like what u hav said '8's funn bein' with you. yeahyeah. i'am very happy for havn' sumone lyk u in my life.. Many, many thanks to you! You brought real delight And helped make my day More happy and more bright..
and before I met you I never knew what it was like; to look at someone and smile for no reason. (cryn') haaayy.. can't help to stop my tears to flow.and i keep on telln you this,I love you not because of who you are,but because of who I am when I am with you.. hahah. drama na ee noh?? :)

HAPPY WEEKSARY mhine...
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...

Do I Really Need to Stop This???

Everyone is tellin' me already to leave you.
but HELL no! I can't..


They keep on telln' me that i'll continue to cry' if i won't leave you.
Yes your the reason why my tears fell, but they don't know that your the reason why i smile too???
Its not easy for me to leave you.


When will you realize all of this? I heard from my friends that you have other girl.
YEAH i cried.. but what can i do?
I want to confront you But the Flesh is WEAK!?


Mhine? I love you. I hope you do too???

I Hope You'll Find What is Really Wrong...

Havn' you in my life was indeed one of the best part or should i say unforgettable thing that happened in my whole life.. I jus can't understand why you can't feel what i'am feeln' everytime your with other girls. I can't blame you for being 'chik' magnet, BUT! please. do understand or please put it on your head na may girlfriend kana. If you were just a girl, and you can feel what us girls feeln' for sure. yOU will cry, like what i'm doin' ryt now.. haaaayy :(


anyway i'm not telln' you what is really the problem in our realtionship caus'i really want you to realize it by yourself,and accept the fact that what' your doin' ayt now is really really UNFAIR in my part bein' your girl.. haaayy. although you identify what is missn' on us,stll the biggst problem is hangn'

for you to know what is it, just look in the mirror. AND tell to you self.. "I SHOULD BE A SIMPLE GUY".. (that's it)



I Hope You'll Find What is Really Wrong...

Im Startn' to Feel Pity for Myself:(

why??
even though i keep on thnking it was nothing. still, it can't help me to hide what i really feel. :(

(SAD.SAD.) haaayy.. i try to do whatever you want me' to do. it really hurts me everytime i saw you and 'her' walking. I don't want to think bad that there is sumthing b/w you and 'her'. I just keep my mouth shut and pretend that i'm okey but NOT. INSIDE of this muscular organ is a girl askn' for you somwhere somehow you can feel that i'm dyin' right now:( I'm startin' to feel pity for myself. PLEASE my mhine, i really hope na mramdaman mo namn na nassktan ako:( PLEASE alm kong wlang taong manhid peru sna khit ngaun lang hindi ko marmadamn na WALA LANG AKO SAIYO'. (my tears are startn' to fall ayt now). MHINE? I LOVE YOU with all my heart. since we've met..
haaaayy. everyone knows that. napkasaya ko nung naging tayo (NOV. 8,2009) halos lahat ng ksiyahan ko naibuhos ko na sa arw na un at lam mo din an before mangyari un nagkatampuhan pa tayo diba?? peru natuloy pa din.
WE both said "I LOVE 8 'it'" napsya po tlga ako ng sobra..

haaaayy but now, naiicip ko na mas okey pa ng wlang commtment tau mas msya nun diba?
pru mahl kita and i really want to be u'r girl.
and i'm sorry to say na halos lhat ng nsa paligid natin ay against sa relationship natin.
PERO STILL. pagllban kita. khit sabhin nila na hnd ka kraptdapt paglban, for me YOUr WORTH FIGHTING person :)

and...
Everyone tells me I should forget about you, you don’t deserve me. They’re right, you don’t deserve me, but I deserve you.